"So after that whole fiasco with my sister a few episodes ago I kinda decided to keep a low profile and reflect on my time here. I thought I had myself figured out before entering this game, but apparently there's more to me. Not exactly sure how to accept that yet. I'm used to being a failure, disappointing others and losing stuff, but it seems I can win every now and then and I had a lot of wins here, even when the odds were against me. I made it so far and I have a weird sense of accomplishment I never experienced before in my life. Could I actually win this game for real?"
"I can't say for sure, but I'll give it my all. If I fail, at least I'll know I tried for once and I can be ...uhh...you know, that one overrated emotion....oh right, happy."